Chapter - 7
A lovely ride:
On second day of
our vacations
I wasn’t sleep
last night as many thoughts crept in for so many hours thinking of Manasa and
the time I spent with her when we were together. I still remember what she said
me, I thought to gather all the words she said to me and I wanted to write a story
on it but I think I’m not so good at creating a novel or familiar kind of.
I woke up in the morning
and started my day with our lovable dog, playing with it and then later I had
my coffee. When I was going for bath I got a call from Deby. She said “Surya listen!” . I was quite surprised
with the way she said and I replied “Yeah!
What happened?”; she said “last
night Manasa called me and Ram was on the conference call, she asked me about
what am I feeling towards Ram”, I replied “Why is she asking about your feelings towards Ram?”. Deby said “I too don’t know but one thing is
true, Ram felt bad about yesterday’s incident so he talked to me last night
till 2 o’clock, it was lovely and he was cracking jokes and made my day good”.
I said to Deby “I don’t know about Ram
but I’m not going to involve in any of their matters and I’ll be ther at your
home by 9 o’clock”. Then Deby said “Wait!
Ram and Manasa are coming to my home today and he is going to call you too, we
have planned for going for a movie and later for a ride on bike that too only
me with Ram”.
I was
surprised of what Deby said, but I was like okay I’ll come for your sake.
Then after going to Deby’s house, I saw Ram
on his bike and Manasa on her scooty. Deby got onto Ram’s bike and I’ve to
get onto Manasa’s scooty. We started heading towards nearest theatre and went
in, got tickets and sat. Seating arrangement went on like as I expected. Ram
sat in between Manasa and Deby, I’ve to sit beside Deby only as I prefer not to
engage anymore with Manasa. While watching move I was completely towards Manasa
only. She was laughing a lot wait pretty face and her eyes were sparkling due
to light effects in movie. She was enjoying the movie like a kid and I’m here
seeing her as I didn’t come to watch movie. Meanwhile Ram was completely
talking to Deby and she was looking at me with a questioned face saying “What is happening today? Why these both
are like this suddenly?”.
I just smiled and left to washroom. Later I saw
Manasa came out of movie and I just saw her face. After she came out of
washroom her face was dull and she came to me by saying “I’m sorry Surya. I didn’t meant anything for what I did, but I wanted
you to understand me that I can’t love you. I decided to marry my first love
and he is going to come back for me”. I was like “WTF? You still believe that he is going to come back?”. She
replied “May be no. But I’ve to
concentrate on my career”. I said “You
can concentrate anytime even if you love me too”. She said “But love destroys my goals, it destroys my
attention towards my destiny”. Then I
asked “Then why did you accept me first?”.
She replied “because I felt same toward
you then but later I realized it’s just attraction towards you”. I replied “Nice, then leave me why are you talking to
me?”.
She said “I saw tears in your
eyes yesterday, I felt so bad because of me only everything happened”. I
said “No, I was the one who expected lot
more about you, but it’s okay I do get hurt every time”. She said “Why don’t you understand Surya, I don’t want
all these again”. I said “Then leave
me, don’t trouble me”. She said “I can’t
do that, because I really love you, I don’t want to lose you that’s why I was
convincing myself that I’m not correct for you”.
I was quiet surprised of
what she said and tears rolled out of my eyes. I don’t know what to do. Ram and
Deby too came out and Deby was smiling at me and said “This is what yesterday
we talked in conference call”. I’ve asked Deby “Do I’ve to believe this now?”. Deby said “Believe in your thoughts and heart”.
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