Chapter - 4
4. Edge Of a Mountain :
I came home around 11:40
PM and asusual parents were unsatisfied with my behaviour but they didn't question
me . I went straight to my room and went online in social networks.
I was so happy to announce myself that I got
a girlfriend and I can proudly call her my girl. But at some point I got a
doubt that "Will my parents agree
to my decision?", but somehow I got a positive feeling that they will
agree for it; From that day Me and Manasa started going out and meeting
casually. As I like Blue colour much, she preferred wearing , dresses which are in
blue.
I look at her, with eyes open
and enlarged and listen to her sweetest voice and cutest face with some pimples
on right cheek and forehead. I've even observed that she got a mole on her chin
but a little bit small one.
One fine Tuesday,
Deby didn't attend the college, whereas Me, Ram and Manasa attended college. Ram got
his new mobile so he clicked few selfies
of his, mine and Manasa sitting next to each other in the garden; I felt like
it's the only best picture in my life; I'm not photogenic person actually, but
beside her, I was looking good. I felt like we are the best couple of this
world. After the college asusually , I reached home and I was waiting for Manasa's calls and messages. She
didn't reply for my messages and she didn't even lift my calls which I dialled
hundreds of times. Around 3 o'clock in
the morning, I got a message from her, saying that "Sorry Surya, I don't know
what am I saying but I'm completely lost and I don't want to be with you".
The things change, reasons are unknown, Manasa already left her boyfriend, I
loved her, I was never of this type before, she is broad minded and she said me
directly not to have much hopes on her
and about future suddenly.
I made many queries to her, but she said she isn't happy with me.
My inner feeling was "I loved her so truly but she doesn't deserve it;
anyhow I shouldn’t show my love and care on her anymore". Meanwhile Ram
involved in this matter and he took me away from her saying "Manasa
is not a good girl, I already knew her but you didn't listen to me, she is a
f*c*e*r". I got on my nerves
listening to Ram's words and I
gave him a hard kick on his butt. He said "Thank you for this gift"
smiling. I was on bad temper but his words made me feel like he still cares me
as a friend and was helping me to forget. I could feel my heart aching, but still I wasn’t able
to convince myself that she left me without any reason.
I still love her but couldn’t express it to her right now.
Anyhow I
decided to leave this topic as ,I wanted to concentrate on my studies, but I
know that I couldn’t convince myself to study as my mind is always filled with
her thoughts. I couldn’t forget her, I couldn’t understand ,why she decided to be away from
me. But one thing was sure my parents want to see me succeeding in studies with
cent marks so I decided to study well.
Meanwhile End Examinations were nearing , I was not able to concentrate on studies but tried my
level best to prepare for exams atleast to pass in the subjects with 40% of
marks. While exams were on Ram too
brokeup with Deby ,saying that he wouldn’t
be happy with her in future as they both
got disturbed from many circumstances like “Some
other loved her but she chose Ram as best, Ram faced so many problems to remove
that person from her life, She was chosen as Ms.Fresher, it was so good but
Seniors are behind her even though Ram managed to keep them away and give her
his attention.” On the other side
Ram stopped talking with me, and Deby was busy with her worst days. She was
ignored by Ram and Manasa. Manasa was the main reason as she use to be so
jovial with Ram and Deby got angry with her over actions and asked Ram to be
away from her. Manasa was so happy as she left me and trying to be happy of “Being
Single-Celebration of life”. Ram was too curious to attend exams and
write. I didn’t perform well in exams and at the end and I was not at all happy
with my life.
Deby was the only one who took care of me when I was going through
those sleepless nights, She use to call
me regularly and kept me updated with studies and all other works to make me
feel good and to avoid thinking about Manasa as she got to know the feeling of being
ALONE.
I was dying so hard from inside to question Manasa “Why did she accept me and then
suddenly leave me in 8 days of time?”.
I saw Ram being too close to Manasa to
make Deby feel jealous, but even thought she left her concentration and I use
to sit calm without bothering their words. Surprisingly I heard one of the
cutest words saying “I Love You” on
a call, its none other than Manasa to the one on other side of the call line.
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